I love the fight, I love the game, but its all tangled up in so much stress at this point. I think its probably okay for me to share this now - if she says otherwise, I can take it down, of course. In the end, we didn’t even get to see the lovely sprite Tuyo did for So Sorry’s front - we only get the back in the game. I stood up enough to say “no, thats real unfair” and that was about it. All the fun ideas we talked about got scrapped. Then one day he messages me near the end of development and asks if he can just shitcan the whole thing, refund the money. I waited patiently, hopeful the bad stuff was over, super excited for Undertale. Now, unique area, npc, boss fight, encounter - all that stuff went to another backer, who I’ve since been told is his friend? I never was told who, only that someone brought it up to him. Then someone said “hey, Sam’s a freak by the way”. The problem is, some stuff had happened preceding that and surrounding that that kind of hurt.įirstly, he was cool with me, loved my character, said nice things about me, agreed to a unique room, an encounter, a battle and NPC. I said “its worth it to be part of something I love so much”.
Toby warned me, expressed his concerns and asked me if I wanted to back down. And I knew that once the connection was made to me in Undertale, it’d be same old story. I’m autistic, I’m fat, I’m poly, I might be NB, I have anxiety disorder, I’m on medication. It stings but, y'know, water off a duck’s back. Now people say shitty things to me and about me legit all the time. As Toby predicted, I was found in under a week - then found out shortly after. Unfortunately, I wasn’t aware of threading comments on twitter so mostly I’m just grabbing what I wrote there and stuffing it in a text post to get it in one place.